Do you have any idea whatsoever as to what your decision has cost me?” “Do you think this is living, Brisard?” Vader bellowed, “For all accounts, I might as well be dead. “My lord, please…” I offered softly, “Without you, I couldn’t live.” With a sharp hiss, Vader’s lightsaber disengaged, quickly meeting the durasteel floor of the hangar with a resounding clang.